So it continues. . .Now I've been contacted by MIT-that's right THE MIT--as well to inform me that I'm still in the running for a position with them. They informed me that I would be contact by the end of this month or the beginning of next month. I was contacted on Sunday by Colorado State University with a similar statement. I wish these institutions would be a little more decisive so I can be. I'm still of the opinion that I'm not going to be offered any of them, which is for the better I feel. I'd like to be...for obvious reasons. But I really am starting to believe that there is a greater purpose for me being in Kalamazoo, MI. I'm not sure exactly what it is; I just feel like it is there, somewhere beneath the surface. I am (im)patiently waiting for answers. I feel like there will be a storm of some kind within the next couple of weeks. I can/can't wait. I have been participating in a Sunday school class that is called Experiencing God. It has been somewhat productive...more reaffirming things I already know and frustrating me slightly. I just got done with a lesson on patience. And it mentioned my favorite bible verse Isaiah 40:31
I get it. I can take a hint. I'm suppose to wait. Much of my time in prayer has been just that; asking for patience and giving me the fortitude to withstand the next few weeks. Of course I may end up on the street next year due to indecision. My belief is that God is a provider and I will come through this as long as I can WAIT and let him do his will so that I can join him. Any suggestions on how to pass the time?
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Hey bud, you know that if you EVER need to talk, I'm here for you. I have been following your posts and nearly called a couple of times. I feel you torn between what you love to do and a possible higher calling. Keep praying and in due time the answer will be there my friend.
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